Avy Kaplan

Avy Kaplan

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Endgame

Written By: Avy Kaplan

You're like a suicidal, self-destructive dream. An angry paranoid walking calamity. You're filled with passion with no place to let it go. And when the dust has cleared, what will you have to show? I'm starting to have doubts that you'll survive the year. And I am so afraid that it's because of how I'm not there. Life gave you the wounds but you put on the salt. But somehow I'll still believe it's all my fault. Your life is just an empty shell by now, you say. A painful prison from which there is no escape. You close your eyes so tight, so light cannot get through. And you'll convince yourself there's nothing you can do. I'm starting to have doubts that you'll survive the year. And I am so afraid that it's because of how I'm not there. Life gave you the wounds but you put on the salt. But somehow I'll still believe it's all my fault. We used to talk about how we would never die. Long after we were gone, out names would be in lights. We knew that our lives had something big in store. Why is it that we don't have those dreams anymore? Somewhere along the way you just gave up inside. And you began to fail because you never tried. You go on about how life has let you down. And I am forced to just stand by and watch you drown. I'm starting to have doubts that you'll survive the year. And I am so afraid that it's because of how I'm not there. Life gave you the wounds but you put on the salt. But somehow I'll still believe...believe it's all my fault.

Yesterday

Written By: Avy Kaplan

I feel a panic in my mind that I can't hide. It seems you're blinded and I'm running out of time. I know somehow you'll make me think it's all alright. And by tomorrow I'll have left this all behind. I'll Believe.
I'll believe. Anything you tell me to, I'm weak. And I can't hide. I'll Believe. I'll believe. All the lies that I force through my teeth. It's all alright. I wish that I could show you how you look to me. I've told you time and time but still you disagree. You're giving up yourself for some romantic dream. I know I should do something, but somehow you'll convince me. And I'll Believe
I'll believe. Anything you tell me to, I'm weak. And I can't hide. I'll Believe. I'll believe. All the lies that I force through my teeth. It's all alright. You tell me that somehow this all is for the best. You tell me let it go, and you'll deal with the rest. I hear you tell me that you know we'll still be friends. The look in my eyes says more than I intend. But I'll Believe. I'll believe. Anything you tell me to, I'm weak. And I can't hide.
I'll Believe. I'll believe. All the lies that I force through my teeth. It's all alright. Yesterday I thought we'd set things right. Yesterday I thought we'd talk all through the night. But I tried and I found nothing left to say. Somehow tomorrow. Has Killed yesterday. And I Believe. Still I believe. Anything you tell me to, I'm weak. And I can't hide. I'll Believe.
Still I'll believe. All the lies that I force through my teeth. But it's not alright.