MICHELLE DE - SONGWRITER

MICHELLE DE - SONGWRITER

 Matthews, North Carolina, USA
BandR&BSinger/Songwriter

I am a songwriter who has a poetic way of self-expression. I paint gracefully with every brush stoke of my pen. Bringing life to a new a beginning or abrupt end. My words will enlighten you while placing you under my spell. Making you crave for more, till that’s all you are able to dwell. So watch as I embrace you with the illumination of my perfect everlasting rise. So don’t despise what my mind enables you to visualize.

Biography

Michelle De’s songwriting career started based on a dare. International Hip Hop / Rap artist, Ace Reign read one of her poems and was taken aback by its visual elements. What Michelle De considered to be innocent outlets, Ace heard powerful assonance of melodies. Ace encouraged Michelle De to convert her poetic expressions into music. Initially, Michelle De refused, proclaiming that her poetic expressions were private compositions that she wrote to pass time or to vent about injustices she had observed or experienced firsthand. Yet, Ace Reign was determined to convince Michelle De to explore her musical abilities. In order to put an end to Ace’s persistence, Michelle De agreed to compose one song. Every Time I Weep was born. Followed by hip hop track, Thank God I’m Me; Country single, Don’t Know How To Love; and R&B track, Lost. However, it was her Hip Hop/Rap/R&B single, Love Conspiracy that placed her on the radar of many musical fans.

You can follow Michelle De on Facebook (http://www.facebook.com/TheRealMichelleDe), Twitter (https://twitter.com/deaidrenewby/) and Reverbnation (http://www.reverbnation.com/michellede).

Purchase music at http://www.cdbaby.com/Artist/MichelleDe and http://michellede.amazingtunes.com/.

ALL OF MICHELLE DE'S MUSIC CAN BE LICENSED AND IN SOME CASES PURCHASED. Please contact Michelle De or Kamby Management Group for permission and terms and conditions. If you would like lyrics to be written by Michelle De, please contact Deaidre at kambymanagementgroup@gmail.com.

Lyrics

Love Conspiracy

Written By: Michelle De

Heyyyyyy
Yeaaaaa
Yea, yea, yeaaaaa
Hey
I wanna it back
I’m talking bout my love
My heart
My soul
I remember when we started, we so deep in love, lov
Me and you against the world, nobody was touching us, nooooo
Now I sit and wondering how something good can fall so deep, hey
Let me tell you about this love conspiracy
Yea, yea, yeaaaaa

Verse 1:
My heart bleeds on the track so the beats for you
I tried to get past the pain, but that I just can’t do
It’s like you filling my heart with lies with your loveless lines
And it’s not funny I’m the dummy for thinking you all mine
Sold my soul, in a broken home, loving you more then I love myself
Killed my dreams and self-esteem, now that there is nothing left
Frustrations and misdirections from the ways that you control
Your temperament and your judgment, trust they are getting old
Look at your actions, I’m reacting secret coding in your phone
All the late nights no calls many nights I slept alone
You really destroyed our destiny
So begging not affecting me
No therapy will amend the damage that you did with this
See no oh no we can’t be friends betrayed my trust and innocents
Why am I even listening? Tell me why you brought us here
Caught up in love whirlwind, and so done being your girlfriend,
But it’s alright, it’s ok cause all your love has gone away

Chorus:
I remember when we started, we so deep in love, lov
Me and you against the world, nobody was touching us, nooooo
Now I sit and wondering how something good can fall so deep, hey
Let me tell you about this love conspiracy
Yea, yea, yeaaaaa

Verse 2:
And you wonder why you never see yourself through the mirror,
Cause you refuse to look the other way where it’s clearer.
My views has strongly changed, I’m fed up, you messed up girl

You will never see the other side, you’re stuck in your own little world.
You only see the surface, never mind your dumb excuses,
Wanted it your way, walking out and throwin your final deuces.
I gave more than what you are asking for, but it ain’t enough,
We argued bout some random stuff, time flew by, and I had it rough.
I played on an unfair game, always lost, always to blame,
I took no fault when we fought, but you oughta want to clear your name.
All ask is thankfulness, but not once have you ever showed me,
You were never grateful, you controlled what you want me to be.
Full of yourself, taking advantage since you know I’m weak,
I didn’t want to speak up, staying quiet and keeping discreet.
This is my closure, we never should’ve been together,
And I guarantee you wouldn’t find anybody that’s better.

Chorus:
I remember when we started, we so deep in love, lov
Me and you against the world, nobody was touching us, nooooo
Now I sit and wondering how something good can fall so deep, hey
Let me tell you about this love conspiracy
Yea, yea, yeaaaaa

Verse 3:
Yea
Lov
Lov
And it was your venomous kiss that held me captive for years
Throughout this relationship I collected many tears of souvenirs
The heartbreaks, the lies and all the baby momma drama
All those many roles you play to portray this crazy psychodrama
Get real
I’m beating on my chest no more wreckless behavior
Tired of all the lies and all the wrestling to save us
Admit that ya wrong, this disillusion you cause
The confusion and all the years that I put my life on pause
I’m done with it all
Watch me do me
You made my life a living hell, but in the end all the blames on me
Sometimes I can barely see from all the tears that I cried
Remember when I caught you cheating you continue to lie
The constant questioning why
Don’t even know why I try
But I know this good bye
From my heart and my mind
Ain’t even say that you sorry
You need to swallow your pride
Now you exposed from all your lies and now you dying inside

Chorus:
I remember when we started, we so deep in love, lov
Me and you against the world, nobody was touching us, nooooo
Now I sit and wondering how something good can fall so deep, hey
Let me tell you about this love conspiracy
Yea, yea, yeaaaaa

Every Time I Weep

Written By: Michelle De

Intro
Hey hey hey hey hey,
Hey hey hey hey hey (x2)

Verse 1
I look around and every door is closing on me,
I thought what we had was true poetry,
But now I see, You were only fooling me,
So I close my eyes and pray,
To keep my fears away,
I wanna run away from troubles,
And leave them at bay,
But if I leave my heart it bleed,
I don’t understand why, this keeps happening to me
Fooloish love that drift to sea,
And here I stand waiting to see,
If anything will become of you and me,
My life is moving slow mo,
Cause you don’t want this no mo, so i!

Chorus
I weep, I cant sleep,
From all the things you do that keeps me weak,
What are you doing to me,
Only thing I know how,
Is to close my eyes and sleep,
(hey hey hey hey hey, hey hey hey hey hey)
From everytime I weep,
(hey hey hey hey hey, hey hey hey hey hey)

Verse 2
Do you realize how long we been together,
And now you trippin,
So I say wat ever,
Wat ever, wat ever, wat ever,
Its too late, back it up in order to get my head straight,
You not the same, im tired of your games,
You crossed the line, but imam get mines,
You filled wit so much anger,
Don’t know how to make it better,
Wanna blame me for your mistakes,
Im beginning to hate,
You run away when things don’t go your way,
Expect me to open up and beg you to stay,
Its reached a point where too much is at stake,
My life is moving slo mo,
Cause you don’t want this no mo, so i!

Chorus
I weep, I cant sleep,
From all the things you do that keeps me weak,
What are you doing to me,
Only thing I know how,
Is to close my eyes and sleep,
(hey hey hey hey hey, hey hey hey hey hey)
From everytime I weep,
(hey hey hey hey hey, hey hey hey hey hey)

Bridge
Its your choice to make this right,
Im not gonna put up a fight,
Now im about to lose it,
This drama I don’t know how to fit it,
Im fed up wit all you put me through,
And your attitudes affecting the kids too,
But the problem is,
You don’t see its you…

Chorus
I weep, I cant sleep,
From all the things you do that keeps me weak,
What are you doing to me,
Only thing I know how,
Is to close my eyes and sleep,
(hey hey hey hey hey, hey hey hey hey hey)
From everytime I weep,
(hey hey hey hey hey, hey hey hey hey hey)

Don't Know How To Love

Written By: Michelle De

I’ve been overshadowed too long by misery and life pain
Past relationships haunting me, I’m living life in vain.
You still determine to love who I can be,
But doubts have overtaken all my abilities.
Why have you, chosen me?

Life has been unfair to me
Taken my dignity
I can’t give you all of me.
Ability to trust, feel, love has left me
I keep telling myself
I don’t know how to love ya
Each time I reach out to hold ya
My fears keep preventing me

Its not that I don’t care, this heart just can’t bare,
Internal fears of expressing how much I, do care.
Can’t allow myself to trust or open up,
Cuz I’m not sure about the both us.
Its just easier not to make a fuss and cancel us.

Life has been unfair to me
Taken my dignity
I can’t give you all of me.
Ability to trust, feel, love has left me
I keep telling myself
I don’t know how to love ya
Each time I reach out to hold ya
My fears keep preventing me

I’ve been cut deep from love before so my heart can’t no take more
Abused, misused evermore so how can you afford give me more
No time wasting, don’t keep chasing a broken heart cuz you will only find
A life of crime, imprison in time so boy don’t be blind

I don’t understand why you keep trying
When inside I know I’m dying
Here I’m finding my not aligning
Can’t fill all the things you desiring boo
But its up to you, just remember my love is taboo
Loving me will involve many challenges too
So what you wanna do

Life has been unfair to me
Taken my dignity
I can’t give you all of me.
Ability to trust, feel, love has left me
I keep telling myself
I don’t know how to love ya
Each time I reach out to hold ya
My fears keep preventing me

I don’t know how to love (4xs)

Fight For Me

Written By: Deaidre Newby pka Michelle De

VERSE ONE
Things haven’t been quite the same
Even your touch has changed
We appeared to compromise
For things we both despise
We’ve allowed things to happen
Even to our compassion
What I’m trying to say
Despite it all, I want you to stay
So babe please don’t walk away

PRE-CHORUS
Do what you might
But keep our love insight

CHORUS
I need ya to
Fight for me
That’s all I ever wanted
You to fight for me
And everything we been through
Should it matter whether it rain or shine
Your heart should be mine
Just fight for me
Tonight

VERSE TWO
I’m setting my pride aside
On my knees ready to try
Tears have filled my eyes
But no more left to cry
Now I know what I’ve been missing
But we both need to listen
If we wanna be together
And keep our love forever

BRIDGE
We must take every blow that come
Not give up til we’ve won
The battle can be ours

CHORUS
But I need ya to
Fight for me
That’s all I ever wanted
You to fight for me
And everything we been through
Should it matter whether it rain or shine
Your heart should be mine
Just fight for me
Tonight

Discography

2013 Fight For Me
2012 Incurable Sickness
2012 Patience
2011 Don't Know How To Love
2011 Lost
2010 Love Conspiracy
2010 Every Time I Weep

Others listed below
Get Ya Mind Right
Let It Go
My Feelings
Patience
Super Woman
Thank God I'm Me
Tore
Unselfish Love
Words Hurt
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