Ray

The presence and power of God really is my infuence to do what I do. When my mother was a single parent and didn't know how to raise her only boy, she asked God to help her, so here I am, saved! When I was selling dope out of her house and she really didn't know... she anointed my whole room with a whole 44 once of anointing oil, that includes my shoes to the back of my head while I was sleep and prayed for me. I think it really works!!! So that's a quick lesson if you got some hard headed kids who's wrapped up in the world! I'm 20, I'll be 21 on August 25 andI probably shouldn't have did this track, but there's a reason for everything right! I grew up in a poverty tricken area, where being a man defines how many girls you can sleep with,and selling dope and acting a fool is a way of life. I looked up to dope boys, and og's who were idols to the intire hood. I was about 9 when dope boys had a big infuence on me. They sold dope, robbed people, and I can remember one of the biggest dope boys who was the og of the westside neighborhood crip gang... my idol and he ask me and my lil clique to give him oral sex and he'll give us a hundred dollars! I look back now and say he had to be high and drunk, right! But I remember we just looking at him while he get in the cleanest car in the neighborhood, and we walked off. We really didn't know anything about the lust and the strong yoke that comes with it, nor the drugs, guns, and crime. So all this had and effect on my life. So my history is sick with influence like Flame said. But God has turned my past into purpose, and my pain into power... period!